I know what it feels like being a prisoner of your own mind. For most of my life I had no self worth, self love, self respect, fake confidence. I was living my life through fear, trying to protect that inner child within me. I pushed people away, self sabotaged good relationships, and played games.
I drank heavily to the point of black out, numb to my own feelings. Not only did I not want to feel, I didn't know how to feel.
I didn't know what I was feeling. My beliefs about myself were so low, not loving, I welcomed a toxic relationship into my life to further instill that narrative about myself. I believed I wasn't enough, that something was wrong with me.
I was lonely, I treated myself horribly.
I gave my power away over and over.
I didn't have boundaries.
I didn't trust myself.
I didn't know who I was.
I constantly looked outside of myself for validation, for love.
I have grown so much since that person. I now know what it feels like and looks like to love myself.
I decide every day to choose me. Most of the time I am successful and some days I fall back into my old pattern of choosing me last or not at all.
But, the more I learn to love myself unconditionally with no judgement, the more I know how to love others. The limitlessness I see with in myself, the more and more I see in you.
It's time to take your mind back, step into who you were created to be and live the life of your dreams.
Celebrating you everyday, living in the fullness of joy and owning your power!
You are a powerful creator being. Full of limitlessness!
You just have to remember that it is with in you, it always has been and always will be.